Today I gave my first talk in church in years - about tithing. I reviewed how tithing creates a bond of love with God - because sacrifice creates love. Over a year ago I was promised that if I continued to pay tithing I’d always have employment to support myself and my son. That promise was tested again and again as I quit jobs and lost jobs but always found something. At first I was almost sick with fear, but eventually I trusted Heavenly Father’s promise and stopped being so afraid. Instead I trusted.

Tithing prepares us to live the law of consecration - of having things in common and having no rich or poor. It gives us a chance to sacrifice what we have and brings us away from materialism and greed. It really is an honor to pay - it’s something we can be perfect at.

I thought it was almost miraculous that I was on time to church and clear. I spoke from my heart so early in the morning. I’m just not a morning person, although I’ve gotten better at it over time. I said a lot of prayers about that. I loved hearing the kind words from members of the ward about the talk I gave. It made an impact and all month as I knew I’d be giving it, it filled me with a thankful heart.